Once a mummy to three children, now a birth mother. Somehow lost, somewhat confused. Starting from the end, going back to the beginning. Back to the beginning of my story, my story of how I went from being a mum to three adorable, loving, utterly beautiful children to saying goodbye to each one.
Thinking of all the things I’ve had to experience during the last 3 years is pretty surreal, you really couldn’t write it. Somethings I laugh at, (mainly in shock) and things that physically hurt me when I think about it.
Maybe, just maybe, it’ll help me understand more and sharing my experiences will help others.
birthmum 
thefamilyof5
Just read your first 3 entries. So heartfelt and raw. I’m an adoptive mom of 3 siblings and I’m sat here crying for your 3 losses.
I’m so sorry.
I will follow you, I want to follow your story, I want to know that your ok.